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Day haven't write anything in here..  been busy i guess  .. Whatever it is im getting closer with other i mean afew.  I dunno what im feeling but i think im jealous of K and S..  and sometimes i feel like being abandoned by K.  As when S didnt give him any attention he ll come to me..  but since S do,  he didnt even text me. He used to do. Which make me forget abt H for a while.  Sincerely i think i hd a crushon K .. just a lil.. bcse he always hear my thoughts and text me at times where i hope H would be tge one who text me.  H being far away. Maybe hes busy, he said so. Or maybe he has found the love of his heart. With ain there i feel unsecure , plus with the other girls that u know .. pretty.. the pic they took.  It is  a pic with girls. Im afraid he ll fall for them. Its been yrs id put the feelings for H deep down inside.  Hope that he ll rep the same thing to me soon. Theres one time where he promised to tell me and friends who his crush in class is.  Well he did and the ans just break me apart slowly in the within.  When he said that the crush was my best friend , i tried very hard to control the feelings of me  falling down in front of him.  It was covered wth smiles and laugh. The tears was actually will fall if i didnt strengthen my heart.  During the way home,  the tears finally slowly flowing down. Without anyone notice it.  The next day i cant look at his and achas face. Cse ill feel betrayed. Eventhough beyond their care,  they did. Im living with the curiosity of him being miss me,  love me or having others as his companion.it hurts.  I may look cheerful outside but vulnerable inside. I cant stand this. But i keep on saying thatt im strong and no one can beat me.  H never text me to ask whether im fine or not..  it ll always  be me who start a conves. But his care shown in the middleeof the conves . Eventhough my friends said that he gave me more attention .. well i dont think so as i still can see that he still like acha..  acha prettier, pious,generous more that me. Theres once he said that it hard to always think abt others,  from there i know he is tired of being tolerate with me . And hes quiting . I wish he will always think of me.  Whever i feel ti have a crush on guys i would think of him as i dont want to betray my love that being nurture since we become close.  Im not strong enough to let him know or we ll become awkward.  From there i choose to just keep it to myself instead of losing him forever so just let me love him and its fine as long as i know he loved as his friend.

Day 2

Woke up late. I got scrabble competition its just to get the certifi. As as long as im here there's no certificate with my name print on it hope this will be the start. Fighting. Lets win this

Day 2

Woke up late. I got scrabble competition its just to get the certifi. As as long as im here there's no certificate with my name print on it hope this will be the start. Fighting. Lets win this

Stuff

Here I was wondering will there be someone actually read this #blog. Whatever it is Im just gonna share something here. By the mean, something that is useful on daily life such fashion , cooking,  relations, friendship and such. Im not such a talker and famous like other people here who some just such a attention seeker. MG ~ ~ ouhkay im gonna quit blabbering cause its not gonna worth it to spit a lot of saliva here hahaa..  ouhkay then see ya .. Im Lass ��

Day 1

My first time on #blog. Act I have nothing to say just a plain writing. I thin from all one of the best thing to release the anger in me is by writing.